New Semester....Comes New Worries and Hassles

The new semester has begun...and I'm forced to come back when my friends just got back from UK, or some are flying off...Things are just the same around....but this time, I had a heck of time arranging my timetable, all thanks to the Academic Central Services. Due to certain class clashes, we had to make some arrangements and talked to lecturers to accomodate us for their lecture hour, which was initially approved, only until recebtly that they gave a new directive saying no students are allowed to change their lecture slots, which means an EE student could not switch to the Mechanical's lecture for this particular subject.

Because of this, me and my friends has to run around campus, talking with lecturers of other subjects, ammending time and bla bla bla....all the trouble we had to go through. This is what I hate most of this Pigs-run campus. I swore that I would spray graffitti on ACS office and drench it with kerosene. And the best of all, after all that's done, nothing's confirmed yet, worse, all our effort could go to waste.

If that was bad enough, dealing with the security department was also equally bad. I had to renew my car sticker and most of the time, I'll be having class when the department is 'operating'. You see, having long lunch breaks is bad enough, which makes it difficult to get anything done. I even had to excuse myself midway of a class, just to get my records checked and obtain the renewal form. When my class was over at 4 and I went to hand the form in, they refused to take it, saying they are closed. Can't they just take it since I'm not even asking them to process it on the spot. On top of that, the lady should not raise her voice saying that they are closed.

They were lucky my anger was still under the critical level, for if my limit is reached, it will not be a pleasant one. Sometimes I just wonder, will things ever be different here in UTP? Will it be like this forever, and my parents even plan to admit my brother here!

Oh GOD, may your mercy be upon this place, for the people here needs a great deliverance. I sincerely bow down at your knees, that may our pleas and cries be heard, Amen,

Pay To Get Irritated?

In response to my friends plight, I really don't understand what's UTP doing. They are paying to study and mind you,it's their parents' hard earned money. But yet to their despair they found that their results were barred, on the basis that they did not pay thier fees, while they have already settled all their tuition fees, some even in advance.

And to one friend's horror she still could not get anything settled despite going to campus to deal with the departments herself. The lazy m**** pig at the counter just refuse to service my friend, apparently saying that it's near 5 and that they've shut the system down. If I was in my friend's shoes at that point, I'll make sure that I fire that bitch till tears of disgrace and humilation streams down her face.

This atrocity can not be tolarated any longer. UTP needs a huge change in management. Those lazy m**** pigs sholuld be fired, being replaced by more efficient ones, and also being eloquent in English. For goodness sake, who in this world would want to pay for something and end up in frustration? Even though I'm not the one experiencing this, I've heard enough, and the thought of me experiencing it myself just ticks me off. I swear I might even tear the whole uni down.

My parent's even had the thought of sending my brother to that atrocious place even if it means by their own expense. I cautioned them and said my brother deserves a better place and their money deserves better education instituition.

It's a sad thing that a university bearing PETRONAS' name, yet do not live up to the company's standards. It's a total shame and humilation. I really think PETRONAS should have total authority over UTP, including it's management. I say let ESU manage the uni and better results can be seen.

At this point of time what is our student representative council doing? Rubbing the shoes of management? Our rights have never been upheld before, never. Having a student representative council is like not having none. To these pieces of shits, go back to the sewers.

I'm really feeling pissed on how the uni deals with management.

Coming back from my so called busy wroking life, I'm now back to my mundane,lazy lifestyle. Finished a month of work, had my pay check :) and now savouring the last moments of my remaining holidays. Mum requested to help out with painting. I innocently said there's no time left. Too bad I was working, or else I could have helped out XD

Catching up with reading now, finishing my last two books of the Narnia Chronicles. For some reason not reallyin a mood to go out...or even catch up on computer games. Sometimes too much thoughts are in your mind that you are just carried away by it. I guess it's the pre-homesick syndrome. Sigh....

Good and bad things happened this week (till today of course), the good being mission accomplished, while the bad....too many.

I don't really see a oint of this post, but for the sake of not letting my blog rot, well, walla. Hope somehing better will happen this week.

Currently listening to : Fan Wei Qi, Yi Ge Xiang Xia Tian Yi Ge Xiang Qiu Tian
Currently feeling : fleeting moment of triumph

I’ve been watching this Cantonese drama aired in TV 2 every weekdays at 7,called the Dream of Colours. Mainly abt desisgning,but what I’m drawn to in this series is the relationship between a leading designer,Nick and his girlfriend,Elaine. After 10 yrs together, only that Elaine felt that there’s no more love In the relationship and she initiated breakup. It’s ironic considering that ppl ard them said they were the perfect couple. Nick by nature is a perfectionist in his designs and work. He lets Elaine make the decision and always tell her ‘as long as you like’ and ‘your decision is my decision’. When Elaine initiated break up with Nick, she said Nick was too focused on other things in life and that she wasn’t part of it anymore. She also asked Nick why can’t his love be like his attitude towards his designs. After breakup, Nick’s the one who’s unable to accept the fact, also because this break up came as a total surprise as Elaine totally dropped the bomb on him without any signs. Nick tried talking to her and said they can start all over again but Elaine said this breakup was for the better if them both and that only time can prove that she’s right about their relationship.

For some reason or another I felt as if I was in Nick’s shoes, feeling what he’s going through. It also got me thinking what if that did happen to me. I felt as if this will be something I would experience. But it really got me thinking a lot. I really can’t imagine what will come of me if I’m in Nick’s shoes.

p/s : If you’re reading, don’t think too much ok. But I really felt for Nick as I watched.

It's been a long time I've not touched my blog.Partially due to laziness,business and also the lack of interest.I found that blogs recently are mundane and boring...well no offence but it's just another day in life like what difference will it make without this post.

Initially I thought blogging would be fun.But it seems it's just a 'viewable diary'. Sometimes i even wonder do anyone use proper language in their blog cause I would very much prefer so (what happened to blogging helps improve English?!!!)

Ok.I post my daily life activities too XD so I shouldn't be saying all those huh.Bother.

Finished warching DH and OC.OC was sad and I really enjoyed this season.It's filled with family and life values.

And also finally managed to get a taste of working life.Working in a small firm now as a data entry and general clerk.Nice people there and job's not bad.Quite simple yet not boring (ok...sometimes it get's a little but colleagues are friendly and nice).Believe it or not,I started playing Pokemon again and since it's a small windows programme (the emulator),so I have it running as a background while my accounting software is the foreground (Oops,the company better not see this YET).

Finished X Men III The Official Game too.But I really miss Final Fantasy type of games.

Around 5 or more weeks of hols.
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It's ok if you don't get to do the course of your choice,as long as you do well in your current one now.Don't worry as you'll get over soon as I did =) I'm sure you will.

POKE

Examination day 2

Well, nothing much but just a swallow-the-text-book-and-vomit-out exam. It's called Introduction to Computers and Information Systems. More or less like a computer version of History. Not too tough...just vomittingo ut what I've memorized and that is if I was able to choke the whole book down.

Examination day 3

The night before was another round of attack from the Petronas bugs (some kind of green bugs). I went to bed at 12 but only slept at 1+.

Chemistry. What I used to dread in my high school days seemed much more copable this time. Organic chem, physical chem...well, shot a few objective questions which were too tedious to work on and not worth the one mark so guns off! Freezing cold in the hall!!! Carina was saying that her a** will be whipped off by this exam, and I suggested to her to seduce the Chemistry lecturer, but she said he's attracted to guys only (pure assumption!!!!Truth not verifiable). Either ways....who would like a pigglet from Winnie The Pooh cartoon except for as an adorable pet! (no offence here ya, just a joke,oink! eeyor!)

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Ok....the poking part...This is a pure confession and I must admit it...I really do like to POKE!!!! I'm obssessed with POKING, especially sensitive girls!!!! Poke'em up down left right and everywhere. Seeing their expression is the best part and it's always me POKING them but they just can't get to POKE me. Haha.

What am I talking about? Oh, it's POKING, as in send people a signal down their waist with my FINGERS. Haha. And mind you, I really do POKE a lot of girls, with PUNCHEE being my main target follwed by Carina aka pigglet, AngKhian aka birdy and Sharon aka Pooh Pau (wow, she's a loud one.Even before i managed to poke her, she's already screaming her lungs out!)

The vodka and beer part...that was only mere mentioon from Birdy. I did not say anything about that! So mum, dad if you are reading this , it's not my suggestion, the Birdy suggested it and made it my idea! But still, alittle won't harm right? So Birdy, you supply the alcohols!

Examination Week Day 1 : EMF 0024

Ok...don't pass judgements first, but I was really confedent of the coming exams. I thought Maths out of all sujects shouldn't be much of a problem considering i did Further Maths before.

On the eve of exam I was playing this interactive game on Sony Ericsson.com, it's this Cracak the Code, in conjunction with the release of Da Vinci Code movie. I made an analysis that this year's exam will be something like the past years after I've completed several past years papers.

As I was doing the exam today, there were numerous questions I just cant seem to get the answer. DAMN!! I was pissed. At a point i even turned to the cover to check the paper, whether is this the right paper or not. Ok, you might say maybe i made a mistake, but i remember checking it countless times, and that's when I wasted my time on futile attempt, which left me little to spare for other questions. Some of the questions seem to easy to be true, yet a high portion of marks were allocated to it, and it's too deceiving. Some were long and tedious yet only small portion of marks were allocated.

Shesh~. but i'm not the only one experiencing it. Some genius are still calm, and that's ehy they are called the 'Gods'. haha, yet, as usual the sampat group still managed to make time and room for laughter all the time.

A funny thing was when Ang Khian said sperm could travel through air, and that I have a wireless, WiFi sperm tranmitter, and she cautioned the rest to stay far. Then she made fun of the hippo's breast as honk, with the left and right giving different tunes. OMG...we laughed ourselves out. And here i am blogging instead of studying...Don't worry, i'm going soon XD

Well again if I don't score well I know what I should do : DO NOT MIX AROUND SO MUCH WITH SAMPAT FRIENDS

haha. no offence la, just a joke =P

Wanna DIE DIE DIE DIE?

The focus is on the car plate, it's MAU 4444. In cantonese, 4444 reads 'sei sei sei sei' while in BM MAU is want to. Putting them together, it means wanna DIE DIE DIE DIE. Ouch!

No offence to the vehicle owner, but i find this amusing. Oh, also it can be translated into 'cat DIE DIE DIE DIE'. Carina!!! Is this your car, or shall I say your theme car, but dun die le. haaha =P

Trust, something once betrayed may never be gained again. You may have heard of this phrase form some TV series (OK, I did get it from Desperate Housewives), but once experienced, that will just dawn on you on how true it is.

Come a time when someone betrays your trust but that person is oblivious about it, he/she thinks that the music’s still playing the way they want it to be, you just lose all your compassion and trust for that person. Mind you, I do care for the person who I hold dear to me, close and true friends, family members. Although sometimes I can sound reluctant in helping but I’ll do all in my ability to help.

However, when a person who once failed my trust and friendship, things can never be the same although I try to make it so. He or she can some telling you about an ordeal he/she is going through, but for some reason, I just do not have the compassion like how I used to, to care for that person and see is there anything I could do to help. At times, I even muse in my heart, serve him/her right, you deserve all this. This sounds cruel, but that’s reality. I just can’t overcome the past on how I was treated like a fool, an easily manipulated fool who will be at your dispense anytime.

It may not seem to me that I was being used, but God is fair. He just opened up my eyes and I start to see the unseen. Other friends did warn me before, they’ve asked, don’t I feel manipulated and used? But I said no and as a friend, I’ll do all in my ability to help. I was naïve, and maybe the environment I grew up in was just different.

This entry isn’t meant for anyone, but it’s just something I feel like voicing out. After all this I can still be a friend, but it’s just not the same as before. Maybe I’m beginning to erect a shield to protect myself from anymore harm…….

Yet, the world is like this. I’m just a kid (in relation to the exposure I have) but that doesn’t mean that I can be easily bullied, and I’m learning. Having the upper hand doesn’t people to manipulate others despite the way the world is now. But I always believe God is fair and he has his verdict.

Ok…I’m sick of studying already and I was thinking of blogging.

Things to do when you get bored of studying in the library :

1. play around with your camera phone snapping poses and portrait shots

A regular one with AngK(L) & PunChee(R)

Ok. Not exactly the most appealing pose, but I think its hilarious.

2. draw kiddie tattoos

This is drawn on my hand by Pun Chee after she got tired of studying. I declined
but in the end succumbed to her persuasiveness and pity look.

3. EAT!! And there’s nothing better to do to keep yourself either awake or energized. Rules did say that no food are allowed in the library, so don’t ask me how we managed to sneak in, even potato chips! That was still fine, cause I actually saw some seniors eating lunch box in the library.

3. 

Carina and AngK took this. I was muching down on a pack of potato chips. Look at that pack of rubbish, that's exactly how much junk we ate. And I always
laugh at AngK and Carina for eating their own ‘tits’=Nips

Those are more or less all in a days life during study week. I’m back in Ipoh in my grandparents place…with a nice and comfortable room. In the afternoon at this time near exams, this is how I take a break. If I screw this exam up then I’ll know why.

I was in The Store doing some minor groceries. Lazy to go to Jusco cause it’s too far away and The Store’s nearby. I was shopping halfway and I saw this poster. It caught my attention.

The word 38 was the main focus. In Cantonese, 38 is a symbol for sampat. So, to the sampat gang in UTP, you know this is for all of you, the Sampat Anniversary! Haha. No offence ok.

I was reading this blog of my friend’s and had an emergency and ran to the toilet. But I was just pondering. People this days really are not what they seem from the outside. They can be as happy as you, laugh, fool around with you, yet they have so much inside that you would not expect. I have friends who are the sampatest I’ve ever met around, yet deep down they are actually hurt, lost of loved ones. And mind you, they do not even portray the least of sadness in their expression, yet after reading some of their blog, you find out how mush pain they are going through.

I also have friends who seem to be the nicest person you’ve ever met, yet, when you actually get to know that person well, you start to doubt things. Some are too smart that people around are taken for granted. And what is the person’s true intentions no one knows.

Down to it, no one is how we see them to be from the appearance. Yet in this society, all types of person exist. And I always believe that true friends last forever, although some may say, is there such things as true friends anymore?

Exams in 3 days time. And I’m still laidback. So God, kau sai lei la!!!

Good luck for the exams all in UTP! Let you reap what you sow. And God bless. Most importantly, keep healthy.

Note: this is just a random entry I posted in a mood to blog on an early (is 10.30 early?) Friday morning XD

Physics test was terrible. Not because of the test, but it’s because of how UTP’s admin does their job: a total mess with no coordination and cross referencing. We were suppose to use the main hall for out test but some security came and shoo us all out saying we were barred from using this hall as it can only be used for exams. So we waited for a long 40 minutes before the test actually begun. Apparently, It was said that our lecturer booked the hall through ACS who during the exam period has no authority over the hall, and this is where the miscommunication happens. Ok….I’m saving the complaining as it will never end.

Never mind the test cause it fine. The group of us (me,angkhian,carina women,pooh pau,jiamin,chaiting and shiouting) were suppose to go for sports after the test but turns out it ended too late and every one was hungry so we went to mamak. And this time, it’s not the usual 38 group anymore cause there’s a new addition to it. Aiting, or now called chaiting is a new addition! Bravo!! And this time Jiamin joined us for mamak. Follow up ShiouTing came with James. Boy it’s been long since we came out in such a big group. And as the 38 group goes, we never fail to impress ourselves with what good pics our phones can take (che ah). So we took a few snap shots (disclaimer notice : pics taken with Samsung E770 :D)

notice the 2 tennis ball in front of AngKhian, that's er....i dunno how it got there too, but good job Ashley!

Talked a lot in mamak and on our way back it was bio class revisited for all of us. We caught a pair of snails mating on our way back to campus. Again phones out, and shoot! Snap snap. So here are some of the pics.

even after a few shots, i still can't figure out the position =S

We were all trying to figure out, which is the male and female, and which is their sexual organ. But wait, weren’t snails genderless? Haha.

More walking and talking and serious talking. We were standing for 15 minutes in the compound of the main hall and decided to just sit on the tarred road and the next thing I know we were talking till 3.30am. Passer-bys must think we are nuts but hey, that’s called uni life! (Get a life u people who thinks so =P). And well, I’m in my grandparent’s house now. Thought I could focus better for finals…but still I’m slacking…..

Countdown: exams in 9 days from now, and OC SEASON FINALE IS COMING!!! I’M SO GONNA MISS IT. But oh well, I can always start with PeeBreak or OTH during the hols since I have time.

Guys --> PMS...Bah!

Are guys supposed to have period? How would I know? But I can say that come a certain time, say once in two months that my mood will go way low, till the slightest things could get on my nerves. After the mother’s day weekend, I came back to campus pretty early. Cleaned up my room…and I was very tired so I took a long nap. It was 3 in the afternoon that Pun Chee smsed saying that she’ll arrive in 10 minutes time. I read the sms a little later than I was suppose to and when I finally managed to drag myself out of bed and walked all the way to the car park when it was drizzling, she called and said no need to pick her up.

Fine I thought. So I went back to bed. And woke up at 6.Mom prepared spaghetti sauce for me, and my only job was to cook the pasta. I asked Pun Chee for dinner and she said anything. When I got down, Pun Chee came down with a depressed face. Why was she depressed? Just because one of her dearest friend fractured her leg form a fall and that’s actually small matter cause young people recuperate fast. That did not really irritate me. but she said she had no appetite to eat, and she could have told me earlier so that I do not need to prepare such a big portion and ended up choking down most of it. While she was eating, she was fiddling around with the spaghetti and my mood was not the best at that time, so I got a little irritated. I never like people not appreciating what others have done for them. I did not say a word on that, but a b**** guard allegedly told us not to eat at the stairs from a mere 5 meter distance. At that distance, only Superman can hear her.

10 minutes later she came over and scolded us. Good opportunity. Fire off the canon! And she got a heck out of me. Lost, the guard walked away. One of my friend said she almost burst into tears. Haven’t I told you that this is one of my talents since secondary school? Haha. Not funny, but I’m telling the truth. That night I got a headache….oh…and went to bed.

The next day I decided to go to the library at night, unexpected that the security was so tight around the area that they did not let me pass just because I was in sandals. A**holes! I hate local Uni! Not liberal and conservative! And that’s another brawl with the guards. Small matter, but the journey to the library wasted me 30 minutes! Shit!

Ok….yes…small matters ticks me off …like PMS huh…oh well that’s not new to me anymore…and I blame all this to this place. I never had this when I was at home. Oh well…Go bless me. Pray that my great Kalkatua Volcano won’t erupt anytime soon. Chill…….And exams in 2 weeks time while Da Vinci Code is this Saturday!

Sony Ericsson -> Samsung
Samsung -> Sony Ericsson

That's exactly the order of phone brands me and some of my friends are using. I switched to Samsung, two of them to Sony Ericsson.
Funny huh, considering that Sony Ericsson phones are one of the best around, yet I switched.

Well, I just can't resist the sleek and stylish phone, and decided to forgo the candybar Sony Ericsson. Initially I had plans to get K750i, then W800i and found it to be too funky. Surfing around the web made me stumble upon this phone, SGH E770. I was just casually looking at the phone…but who knows I’ll actually be using it. I thought of using my K700i as long as possible. But turns out it’s life was up. As I was using it a few weeks back, the keypad was not responsive and the phone auto powers on and off by itself. The next thing I know my joystick malfunctioned.

“Shit….to repair also not…to change then I’ll have to face the music from my parents…..”
So guess what…I decided to change. I checked out the price to repair my phone and I think it’s not worth it. So explored my options. I was having W800i on my mind. However the price was to expensive. And considering the price I’m paying for my Samsung, which is a FMG set with 18 months warranty, while I could only get an AP set for W800i, I went for the Samsung.

To think back, I was just like buying a cloth. Without much research on that particular item I purchased it. And so this is my new phone now. A thousand gone…and mother’s day’s coming up.


My new phone


I went shopping with AngKhian and decided to get my mom a CK Eternity Moment fragrance for my mom. Boy oh boy…that’s another 200.

Then my goggles broke and I had to buy another one at 40…looks like I’ll be fasting for the coming month and I just remembered father’s day’s coming too…..I’m gonna go broke soon XD

Catch Her Wave Con't

Con't from www.ruffleseed.com
And when she sees it's YOU
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But YOU should give up just yet
Cause every word she's every said
Is still ringing in YOUR head
Still ringing in YOUR head
Knows just what to say so YOUR whole day is ruined!!!!

I was locked out again on Thursday, 27th April again. This is just like a dee-ja-vu…because the last time when this happened was also a Thursday…which is a few months back, the week after CNY. Same details again, naked, clad in towel only…but this time luckily with my contacts on, which is better than the previous time. I had to seek Soon Wei’s help to call Kenneth, and the same mistake; he left the key in the room. As I was waiting in Soon Wei’s room, I was thinking…what a coincidence. But luckily this time I wasn’t in a rush to catch a bus back home. Though I waited long, lucky that I’m not angry this time, so apology accepted ;) but pls pls next time no more ok. If that’s the case I’ll let u have a taste of what u did to me. Haha

Dating Rules My A**!!!

I'll leave the judgement to be done by yourselve. I guess this just explains why there are so many illegitimate children cases . And whatever happened to God is omnipresent?

What happened to customer service nowadays? In fact it never existed in this place called UTP. The worker at this convenience store in my campus a total b***h today. I sent in a book to be photostated last weekend and was told that it should be ready by today. In a total rush, I went to collect my book today before class. I asked the lady politely yet she had a very dissatisfied expression on her face. When asked where's the book, she reaplied if it's here, then it's here. I then told her that even if it's not done, I'll need it back. She replied curtly, stating that she does not know. She told me to call the boss to ask and I did so. The boss said it's done and the book is in the shop. I told the lady to speak to her boss, but she just refused to. I told her the boss said the book is around and she told me to go look for it myself.

The shop was already in a mess and to search for the book was not easy. In the end I found the book in a box near a pile of stock.

The lady did not even apologised. I was very pissed. They seem to be the only operator around and for that they take things for granted.

The moral : MONOPOLY IS WORST OFF FOR CONSEMERS!!! AND I WANT BETTER CUSTOIMER SERVICE HERE. I JUST CAN'T TOLERATE THE WAY THIS PIGS DO THEIR JOB HERE!!!!

Sometimes when I lose my cool, I really don't know the reason why, and when that happens, nothing pleasant will turn out. Given what happened lately, it really opened up myeyes to see and realize where I've gone wronmg and what should be done. I maynot be able to face this group of friends I'm so close to with thinking that I just took a point of no return that no differences are reconcileable. Yet, I was proven wrong. One of them confronted anf asked, are things gonna stay this way? Is that how I want things to be? Deep down the answer is no, but I know what was done can't be undone and given the ego sometimes, you just can't face thigs so easily. Yet, we agreed to talk things out. Much was mentioned, and I actually see all the small little mistakes which I took for granted and miscommunications could just leed to this big thing. Unconciously I took sensitive on somethings which they done to me, but not in the other way round. And I actually didn't know being a couple in the midst of them could make them feel awkward, despite trying my best to be casual.

Yet, this is still a turning point in life, where I just need to learn. Once again appology is all I caould say but all I can hope is this happened for a good cause. I felt touched by how they told about me, that I could be a great friend, because no one ever told me this before.

I know...things will just not be the same. And I really wish the past could still be the present and the future. I had a dear friend so close last year, that we did almost everything together, and all of a sudden things just changed this year. I do not really know the reason why, but given the chance to just work things out, it would be just great. That moment, I thought I found someone who could be a buddy throughout this 5 yrs here giving our best and the thought of it was just so pleasant. Time we spent was indeed good last year. In the room, I had no intention to stress you up, but you were just too quiet and that's why we were not talking.

Friends are just so important in human's life that sometimes, life just stops without them. Yet, misunderstandings happen on the way, but great frineds will still stick with one another given the chance to reconcile and to get over all the misunderstanding. True is the begining, but being a great friend is the ultimate goal of it.

Yes, and I wouldn't want things to be sour, but thinking back of the laughter and joy we had together, it does offsets all. I would want to look back when I'm older at the past and just cheerish the good old days we had together.

Key to a relationship : Always be true and honest to one anoter and all will work out fine.

With that said, I really appreciate that you told me about it. Still, I know I'm no romantic and don't know how to melt a girls heart, but all I can give is me. That's all I have to offer. May we last till the end....my one and only.