Exam Excursion

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One down, 4 more major ones to go.

Went down to Ipoh for dim sum this morning at 6.30, finally after oversleeping last Sunday (was suppose to go down last Sunday but I, the driver overslept XD).

Wanna know more details of our excursion, there's always the Birdy's blog(post 678) to read =)

Spent a whooping 12$ per person for breakfast. Then it's still food. We headed to this shop in old town, famous for its egg tarts and 'shak ke ma'. Since the last time I went, the price of egg tarts have been raised till 1.10$ per tart. That's super expensive compared to previously 0.80$. Still, can't complain cause it taste good and is big, but I still need 2 to make me full, while the girls needed only 1, or for Perempuan BKT, only 1/2.

Regretted not buying more...Only 2 more left now...but heck, it's expensive. Tomorrow's SP...But I'm thinking of sleep, Desperate Hoesewives, Heroes and food....I'm so screwed.

How I Spent My Study Week

A week ago study week started, and now a week later it's 2 days to finals. Big deal? What do you think....

That's besides the point. I was talking to Carina on a Thrusday night. She got the latest episode of Desperate Housewives and I was bugging her for it. She asked what's wrong with me? I said it's called the PreDH syndrome, which is of the following symptoms:
1. You can't stop bugging the person wathcing the episode you want to watch now.
2. You utter pure rubbish which you don't do on normal days.
3. You don't even bother about studying despite finals being days away.

In the midst of all that bugging, we came up with new names for each other:
-Carina is now known as Perempuan Berkotek
-She calls me Lelaki Ber-nen-nen

It's disgusting, but I had heck of a laughter when I wrote and read those. In fact I'm still laughing now.

On Friday night, we went down to Ipoh and I told the people who went down together (Punchee,Perpemuan Berkotek-You should know who this is by now, AngKhian and Crescentia-a new addition to our group since the old one is now 'unavailable'). Cres was amazed at how much we 'thin people can eat'. Wahaha. That's true after starving in UTP for the past week. And further more, must boost up for exams so must eat more and good.

Punchee needed a new phone but she didn't know what to buy. I personally love Motorolla V3x and I literally talked her into buying it, exceeding her budget by RM 200. The others saiy it's more like me buying the phone than Punchee buying a new phone XD

Back in room now stuck in front of the table with the laptop on...temptation. I tend to fidget with my laptop although there's nothing to do with it. I'm beginning to get tired and sick of studying easily nowadays. So here I am ended up blogging.

I'm still good, while there are people who update their blog so frequently, and there are some with so much emotions that you say 'this person must be having his/her period'. Oh btw, the guys here are special, cause they all have period. Me? My animal kingdom friends don't classify me as either. They say I'm an in-between. But still, like I give a damn about it cause physically I know what 'assets' I have and what I'm capable of when you put me in a room with another girl. Oopss...did I say too much?...Must protect image....must protect image....you didn't read what i just wrote just now....you've forgotten everything....

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My Wish

A dedication to those who I met in life and has brought joy, wonder and coulours to my life, this goes to all of you (I hope you people know who you are, no need for me to mention ~lah =p)

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

Got back to campus yesterday. Started on Moral today...man...i can't take anymore of the world law and treaties...UN...can't lawyers and politicians write in simpler language? It's all going in a round...no wonder all these treaties are bleached and not maintained. Cause all those language creates a loophole while some just can't understand.

Can't stop listening to Rascal Flatts songs from their latest album, 2006 Me And My Gang. The songs are good, with good music and lyrics.

Was talking to How Jian for some time. Beginning to miss times in college. It was short, but it was fun with a whole bunch of whacko friends. According to him our group consist of one annoying and master of foul language, one who is funny, and one who is pure annoying and easy to pick on. Since you din't mention about youtself, you are the mensa kid who just love to annoy people and too good to be true =P

Campus is really quiet without the ones in celebration around and it has been raning frequently. At least I can leave my door open wide to enjoy the cold breeze without worrying of those people looking as they pass by.

Wish the semester ends faster. I want a holiday...badly...and I need a job for the coming holidays. Anyone out there who's offering employment?

Opinions and Blogs

Blog is a space to voice out, but when people gets insensitive it sucks. I realize blogs are very self-centered. It's always about the author being right and the whole world against him/her. No offence, but soetimes reading too much of blog entries which involves other people, though not explicitly mentioned in blog tends to irk me nowadays.

While there are those who say life is unfair to them blaming everything on all other thing but never themself, some just wanna show-off in their blog, citing and stating all the gadgets, and what not luxuries they had before. Again, I don't say it's wrong, if you want to, do it smartly and not so obvious. I do read about others writing about every single luxuries they have/own but I just don't feel as if they are bragging.

I think blogging just lost it's meaning and uniqueness. Perhaps that's the reason I'm not blogging much anymore.

Of Wine and Conciousness

Had a dinner with some family friends earlier on and this friend of my dad brought a bottle of wine. I was offered a glass after meal and happily accepted it. Mom and dad has nothing to say since I'm 18+. Oh...I've been wanting to drink one for a long time since my last one.

Today's is a Shiraz....can't find the year though...but it was strong. That glass of mine sent me dizzy and sleepy....Face turned red. But I liked it :). Wine is still my choice of alcohol. Tried beer, brandy+coke, cocktails, but I still like wine. Cocktails taste ok too, but I haven't tried enough.

However, I'm no drinker cause I can't drink. A lil will send me off my feet. And it's what I need now. I had bad sleeps back in UTP frequently, and this doze would help me fall into a deep deep slumber which I long craved for.

So for now, it's good night.....zzz.....

Update...update...

Yeah...People around keeps asking me to update my blog...but first, How Jian, your website needs MUCH update compared to mine:)

Everytime I go online nowadays, it's always to serach for manga. Recently I was all hype when I managed to get Zettai Kareshi manga. Ok, otakus, it's a shojo I know. But too much shonen spoils your senses, so a switch sometime is good for the soul. At least shojos help you get in touch with your softer side XD.

The mangaka Yuu Watase is great at art and story line, but another thing is great at having sad endings. Her mangas were never boy and girl lives happily ever after because the guy always die in the end. Still, I like making sad endings especially for my drama scripts. So people, you know why now my scripts always have sad endings.

Mooncake festival was Friday, Oct 6. Despite having friends around that night, it's dfferent. I wasn't in the mood at all. Barely even talked...No mood for pictures...Well, maybe it's because your dearest people are 'far' from you...

This lantern seems lonely...shinning alone in the dark...

Anyways, this is one my my friend, the bird,
but I call her the KKB


Woke up late the next morning when I was suppose to go back Ipoh by 9. Being late and having my phone on silent mode, I had tones of miss call. Turns out that the whole world was searching for me, because my grandparents called my parents, and my parents called my friends. But the good thing is, I finally realise that I have people around me who cares. Thanks for having you guys around :)

Finished Heroes V....Now I'm on a manga/anime marathon..Any good suggestion people? I've watched Paradise Kiss too, and the story line's great, yet the ending's sad too. Looks like there's never happily ever after even in fantasy anymore.

Out of The Closet

Ok How Jian, I didn't expect you would drop by,but anyways, thanks for doing so, and you get your WEBSITE done!

Let's see....how long has it been since I last updated? Say 3 months ago, the min. I was caught with Heroes of Might and Magic V and I finally finished it 2 days ago. Before I was hooked onto this game, I was busy finishing Eragon and Eldest, the sequel. Talking about getting books. I was freaking pissed when I found out that they published another version of the book Eldest at half the price I bought mine...chesh~ and it's the end of month money's running low.

2nd half of the semester where everything's going to it's peak. The premier Star Search Audition of my campus just kicked off last Fri and Sat. I was kinda expecting it to be like Malaysian Idol with some psychopaths who knows no shame to come perform. I really enjoy their performances more than those who perform to get through, but to my disappointment, not many 'interesting' contestants turned up, apart from some gay cc guys who has their boyfriend wait for them backstage and went "ah!!!!he's so cool!!!" and statred jumping around when his other half came out. Well, that's something unusual, but hey, this is what I wanna laugh at :)
But there were also good contestents who took part, and my favourite got through to the finals(it's a secret who this person is, or else I'll be dead if someone finds out).

Gonna recruit some emcees tonight for Star Search finals, in total 2 guys and 2 girls. Hope response would be good. I hope to get our version of Jien and Cheryl (fingers crossed). That's all for now....just another random entry....don't really have much to blog about....life goes on...yawn...Strutured Programming Lab later....Gotta run.

New Semester....Comes New Worries and Hassles

The new semester has begun...and I'm forced to come back when my friends just got back from UK, or some are flying off...Things are just the same around....but this time, I had a heck of time arranging my timetable, all thanks to the Academic Central Services. Due to certain class clashes, we had to make some arrangements and talked to lecturers to accomodate us for their lecture hour, which was initially approved, only until recebtly that they gave a new directive saying no students are allowed to change their lecture slots, which means an EE student could not switch to the Mechanical's lecture for this particular subject.

Because of this, me and my friends has to run around campus, talking with lecturers of other subjects, ammending time and bla bla bla....all the trouble we had to go through. This is what I hate most of this Pigs-run campus. I swore that I would spray graffitti on ACS office and drench it with kerosene. And the best of all, after all that's done, nothing's confirmed yet, worse, all our effort could go to waste.

If that was bad enough, dealing with the security department was also equally bad. I had to renew my car sticker and most of the time, I'll be having class when the department is 'operating'. You see, having long lunch breaks is bad enough, which makes it difficult to get anything done. I even had to excuse myself midway of a class, just to get my records checked and obtain the renewal form. When my class was over at 4 and I went to hand the form in, they refused to take it, saying they are closed. Can't they just take it since I'm not even asking them to process it on the spot. On top of that, the lady should not raise her voice saying that they are closed.

They were lucky my anger was still under the critical level, for if my limit is reached, it will not be a pleasant one. Sometimes I just wonder, will things ever be different here in UTP? Will it be like this forever, and my parents even plan to admit my brother here!

Oh GOD, may your mercy be upon this place, for the people here needs a great deliverance. I sincerely bow down at your knees, that may our pleas and cries be heard, Amen,

Pay To Get Irritated?

In response to my friends plight, I really don't understand what's UTP doing. They are paying to study and mind you,it's their parents' hard earned money. But yet to their despair they found that their results were barred, on the basis that they did not pay thier fees, while they have already settled all their tuition fees, some even in advance.

And to one friend's horror she still could not get anything settled despite going to campus to deal with the departments herself. The lazy m**** pig at the counter just refuse to service my friend, apparently saying that it's near 5 and that they've shut the system down. If I was in my friend's shoes at that point, I'll make sure that I fire that bitch till tears of disgrace and humilation streams down her face.

This atrocity can not be tolarated any longer. UTP needs a huge change in management. Those lazy m**** pigs sholuld be fired, being replaced by more efficient ones, and also being eloquent in English. For goodness sake, who in this world would want to pay for something and end up in frustration? Even though I'm not the one experiencing this, I've heard enough, and the thought of me experiencing it myself just ticks me off. I swear I might even tear the whole uni down.

My parent's even had the thought of sending my brother to that atrocious place even if it means by their own expense. I cautioned them and said my brother deserves a better place and their money deserves better education instituition.

It's a sad thing that a university bearing PETRONAS' name, yet do not live up to the company's standards. It's a total shame and humilation. I really think PETRONAS should have total authority over UTP, including it's management. I say let ESU manage the uni and better results can be seen.

At this point of time what is our student representative council doing? Rubbing the shoes of management? Our rights have never been upheld before, never. Having a student representative council is like not having none. To these pieces of shits, go back to the sewers.

I'm really feeling pissed on how the uni deals with management.

Coming back from my so called busy wroking life, I'm now back to my mundane,lazy lifestyle. Finished a month of work, had my pay check :) and now savouring the last moments of my remaining holidays. Mum requested to help out with painting. I innocently said there's no time left. Too bad I was working, or else I could have helped out XD

Catching up with reading now, finishing my last two books of the Narnia Chronicles. For some reason not reallyin a mood to go out...or even catch up on computer games. Sometimes too much thoughts are in your mind that you are just carried away by it. I guess it's the pre-homesick syndrome. Sigh....

Good and bad things happened this week (till today of course), the good being mission accomplished, while the bad....too many.

I don't really see a oint of this post, but for the sake of not letting my blog rot, well, walla. Hope somehing better will happen this week.

Currently listening to : Fan Wei Qi, Yi Ge Xiang Xia Tian Yi Ge Xiang Qiu Tian
Currently feeling : fleeting moment of triumph

I’ve been watching this Cantonese drama aired in TV 2 every weekdays at 7,called the Dream of Colours. Mainly abt desisgning,but what I’m drawn to in this series is the relationship between a leading designer,Nick and his girlfriend,Elaine. After 10 yrs together, only that Elaine felt that there’s no more love In the relationship and she initiated breakup. It’s ironic considering that ppl ard them said they were the perfect couple. Nick by nature is a perfectionist in his designs and work. He lets Elaine make the decision and always tell her ‘as long as you like’ and ‘your decision is my decision’. When Elaine initiated break up with Nick, she said Nick was too focused on other things in life and that she wasn’t part of it anymore. She also asked Nick why can’t his love be like his attitude towards his designs. After breakup, Nick’s the one who’s unable to accept the fact, also because this break up came as a total surprise as Elaine totally dropped the bomb on him without any signs. Nick tried talking to her and said they can start all over again but Elaine said this breakup was for the better if them both and that only time can prove that she’s right about their relationship.

For some reason or another I felt as if I was in Nick’s shoes, feeling what he’s going through. It also got me thinking what if that did happen to me. I felt as if this will be something I would experience. But it really got me thinking a lot. I really can’t imagine what will come of me if I’m in Nick’s shoes.

p/s : If you’re reading, don’t think too much ok. But I really felt for Nick as I watched.

It's been a long time I've not touched my blog.Partially due to laziness,business and also the lack of interest.I found that blogs recently are mundane and boring...well no offence but it's just another day in life like what difference will it make without this post.

Initially I thought blogging would be fun.But it seems it's just a 'viewable diary'. Sometimes i even wonder do anyone use proper language in their blog cause I would very much prefer so (what happened to blogging helps improve English?!!!)

Ok.I post my daily life activities too XD so I shouldn't be saying all those huh.Bother.

Finished warching DH and OC.OC was sad and I really enjoyed this season.It's filled with family and life values.

And also finally managed to get a taste of working life.Working in a small firm now as a data entry and general clerk.Nice people there and job's not bad.Quite simple yet not boring (ok...sometimes it get's a little but colleagues are friendly and nice).Believe it or not,I started playing Pokemon again and since it's a small windows programme (the emulator),so I have it running as a background while my accounting software is the foreground (Oops,the company better not see this YET).

Finished X Men III The Official Game too.But I really miss Final Fantasy type of games.

Around 5 or more weeks of hols.
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It's ok if you don't get to do the course of your choice,as long as you do well in your current one now.Don't worry as you'll get over soon as I did =) I'm sure you will.

POKE

Examination day 2

Well, nothing much but just a swallow-the-text-book-and-vomit-out exam. It's called Introduction to Computers and Information Systems. More or less like a computer version of History. Not too tough...just vomittingo ut what I've memorized and that is if I was able to choke the whole book down.

Examination day 3

The night before was another round of attack from the Petronas bugs (some kind of green bugs). I went to bed at 12 but only slept at 1+.

Chemistry. What I used to dread in my high school days seemed much more copable this time. Organic chem, physical chem...well, shot a few objective questions which were too tedious to work on and not worth the one mark so guns off! Freezing cold in the hall!!! Carina was saying that her a** will be whipped off by this exam, and I suggested to her to seduce the Chemistry lecturer, but she said he's attracted to guys only (pure assumption!!!!Truth not verifiable). Either ways....who would like a pigglet from Winnie The Pooh cartoon except for as an adorable pet! (no offence here ya, just a joke,oink! eeyor!)

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Ok....the poking part...This is a pure confession and I must admit it...I really do like to POKE!!!! I'm obssessed with POKING, especially sensitive girls!!!! Poke'em up down left right and everywhere. Seeing their expression is the best part and it's always me POKING them but they just can't get to POKE me. Haha.

What am I talking about? Oh, it's POKING, as in send people a signal down their waist with my FINGERS. Haha. And mind you, I really do POKE a lot of girls, with PUNCHEE being my main target follwed by Carina aka pigglet, AngKhian aka birdy and Sharon aka Pooh Pau (wow, she's a loud one.Even before i managed to poke her, she's already screaming her lungs out!)

The vodka and beer part...that was only mere mentioon from Birdy. I did not say anything about that! So mum, dad if you are reading this , it's not my suggestion, the Birdy suggested it and made it my idea! But still, alittle won't harm right? So Birdy, you supply the alcohols!

Examination Week Day 1 : EMF 0024

Ok...don't pass judgements first, but I was really confedent of the coming exams. I thought Maths out of all sujects shouldn't be much of a problem considering i did Further Maths before.

On the eve of exam I was playing this interactive game on Sony Ericsson.com, it's this Cracak the Code, in conjunction with the release of Da Vinci Code movie. I made an analysis that this year's exam will be something like the past years after I've completed several past years papers.

As I was doing the exam today, there were numerous questions I just cant seem to get the answer. DAMN!! I was pissed. At a point i even turned to the cover to check the paper, whether is this the right paper or not. Ok, you might say maybe i made a mistake, but i remember checking it countless times, and that's when I wasted my time on futile attempt, which left me little to spare for other questions. Some of the questions seem to easy to be true, yet a high portion of marks were allocated to it, and it's too deceiving. Some were long and tedious yet only small portion of marks were allocated.

Shesh~. but i'm not the only one experiencing it. Some genius are still calm, and that's ehy they are called the 'Gods'. haha, yet, as usual the sampat group still managed to make time and room for laughter all the time.

A funny thing was when Ang Khian said sperm could travel through air, and that I have a wireless, WiFi sperm tranmitter, and she cautioned the rest to stay far. Then she made fun of the hippo's breast as honk, with the left and right giving different tunes. OMG...we laughed ourselves out. And here i am blogging instead of studying...Don't worry, i'm going soon XD

Well again if I don't score well I know what I should do : DO NOT MIX AROUND SO MUCH WITH SAMPAT FRIENDS

haha. no offence la, just a joke =P

Wanna DIE DIE DIE DIE?

The focus is on the car plate, it's MAU 4444. In cantonese, 4444 reads 'sei sei sei sei' while in BM MAU is want to. Putting them together, it means wanna DIE DIE DIE DIE. Ouch!

No offence to the vehicle owner, but i find this amusing. Oh, also it can be translated into 'cat DIE DIE DIE DIE'. Carina!!! Is this your car, or shall I say your theme car, but dun die le. haaha =P

Trust, something once betrayed may never be gained again. You may have heard of this phrase form some TV series (OK, I did get it from Desperate Housewives), but once experienced, that will just dawn on you on how true it is.

Come a time when someone betrays your trust but that person is oblivious about it, he/she thinks that the music’s still playing the way they want it to be, you just lose all your compassion and trust for that person. Mind you, I do care for the person who I hold dear to me, close and true friends, family members. Although sometimes I can sound reluctant in helping but I’ll do all in my ability to help.

However, when a person who once failed my trust and friendship, things can never be the same although I try to make it so. He or she can some telling you about an ordeal he/she is going through, but for some reason, I just do not have the compassion like how I used to, to care for that person and see is there anything I could do to help. At times, I even muse in my heart, serve him/her right, you deserve all this. This sounds cruel, but that’s reality. I just can’t overcome the past on how I was treated like a fool, an easily manipulated fool who will be at your dispense anytime.

It may not seem to me that I was being used, but God is fair. He just opened up my eyes and I start to see the unseen. Other friends did warn me before, they’ve asked, don’t I feel manipulated and used? But I said no and as a friend, I’ll do all in my ability to help. I was naïve, and maybe the environment I grew up in was just different.

This entry isn’t meant for anyone, but it’s just something I feel like voicing out. After all this I can still be a friend, but it’s just not the same as before. Maybe I’m beginning to erect a shield to protect myself from anymore harm…….

Yet, the world is like this. I’m just a kid (in relation to the exposure I have) but that doesn’t mean that I can be easily bullied, and I’m learning. Having the upper hand doesn’t people to manipulate others despite the way the world is now. But I always believe God is fair and he has his verdict.

Ok…I’m sick of studying already and I was thinking of blogging.

Things to do when you get bored of studying in the library :

1. play around with your camera phone snapping poses and portrait shots

A regular one with AngK(L) & PunChee(R)

Ok. Not exactly the most appealing pose, but I think its hilarious.

2. draw kiddie tattoos

This is drawn on my hand by Pun Chee after she got tired of studying. I declined
but in the end succumbed to her persuasiveness and pity look.

3. EAT!! And there’s nothing better to do to keep yourself either awake or energized. Rules did say that no food are allowed in the library, so don’t ask me how we managed to sneak in, even potato chips! That was still fine, cause I actually saw some seniors eating lunch box in the library.

3. 

Carina and AngK took this. I was muching down on a pack of potato chips. Look at that pack of rubbish, that's exactly how much junk we ate. And I always
laugh at AngK and Carina for eating their own ‘tits’=Nips

Those are more or less all in a days life during study week. I’m back in Ipoh in my grandparents place…with a nice and comfortable room. In the afternoon at this time near exams, this is how I take a break. If I screw this exam up then I’ll know why.

I was in The Store doing some minor groceries. Lazy to go to Jusco cause it’s too far away and The Store’s nearby. I was shopping halfway and I saw this poster. It caught my attention.

The word 38 was the main focus. In Cantonese, 38 is a symbol for sampat. So, to the sampat gang in UTP, you know this is for all of you, the Sampat Anniversary! Haha. No offence ok.

I was reading this blog of my friend’s and had an emergency and ran to the toilet. But I was just pondering. People this days really are not what they seem from the outside. They can be as happy as you, laugh, fool around with you, yet they have so much inside that you would not expect. I have friends who are the sampatest I’ve ever met around, yet deep down they are actually hurt, lost of loved ones. And mind you, they do not even portray the least of sadness in their expression, yet after reading some of their blog, you find out how mush pain they are going through.

I also have friends who seem to be the nicest person you’ve ever met, yet, when you actually get to know that person well, you start to doubt things. Some are too smart that people around are taken for granted. And what is the person’s true intentions no one knows.

Down to it, no one is how we see them to be from the appearance. Yet in this society, all types of person exist. And I always believe that true friends last forever, although some may say, is there such things as true friends anymore?

Exams in 3 days time. And I’m still laidback. So God, kau sai lei la!!!

Good luck for the exams all in UTP! Let you reap what you sow. And God bless. Most importantly, keep healthy.

Note: this is just a random entry I posted in a mood to blog on an early (is 10.30 early?) Friday morning XD

Physics test was terrible. Not because of the test, but it’s because of how UTP’s admin does their job: a total mess with no coordination and cross referencing. We were suppose to use the main hall for out test but some security came and shoo us all out saying we were barred from using this hall as it can only be used for exams. So we waited for a long 40 minutes before the test actually begun. Apparently, It was said that our lecturer booked the hall through ACS who during the exam period has no authority over the hall, and this is where the miscommunication happens. Ok….I’m saving the complaining as it will never end.

Never mind the test cause it fine. The group of us (me,angkhian,carina women,pooh pau,jiamin,chaiting and shiouting) were suppose to go for sports after the test but turns out it ended too late and every one was hungry so we went to mamak. And this time, it’s not the usual 38 group anymore cause there’s a new addition to it. Aiting, or now called chaiting is a new addition! Bravo!! And this time Jiamin joined us for mamak. Follow up ShiouTing came with James. Boy it’s been long since we came out in such a big group. And as the 38 group goes, we never fail to impress ourselves with what good pics our phones can take (che ah). So we took a few snap shots (disclaimer notice : pics taken with Samsung E770 :D)

notice the 2 tennis ball in front of AngKhian, that's er....i dunno how it got there too, but good job Ashley!

Talked a lot in mamak and on our way back it was bio class revisited for all of us. We caught a pair of snails mating on our way back to campus. Again phones out, and shoot! Snap snap. So here are some of the pics.

even after a few shots, i still can't figure out the position =S

We were all trying to figure out, which is the male and female, and which is their sexual organ. But wait, weren’t snails genderless? Haha.

More walking and talking and serious talking. We were standing for 15 minutes in the compound of the main hall and decided to just sit on the tarred road and the next thing I know we were talking till 3.30am. Passer-bys must think we are nuts but hey, that’s called uni life! (Get a life u people who thinks so =P). And well, I’m in my grandparent’s house now. Thought I could focus better for finals…but still I’m slacking…..

Countdown: exams in 9 days from now, and OC SEASON FINALE IS COMING!!! I’M SO GONNA MISS IT. But oh well, I can always start with PeeBreak or OTH during the hols since I have time.

Guys --> PMS...Bah!

Are guys supposed to have period? How would I know? But I can say that come a certain time, say once in two months that my mood will go way low, till the slightest things could get on my nerves. After the mother’s day weekend, I came back to campus pretty early. Cleaned up my room…and I was very tired so I took a long nap. It was 3 in the afternoon that Pun Chee smsed saying that she’ll arrive in 10 minutes time. I read the sms a little later than I was suppose to and when I finally managed to drag myself out of bed and walked all the way to the car park when it was drizzling, she called and said no need to pick her up.

Fine I thought. So I went back to bed. And woke up at 6.Mom prepared spaghetti sauce for me, and my only job was to cook the pasta. I asked Pun Chee for dinner and she said anything. When I got down, Pun Chee came down with a depressed face. Why was she depressed? Just because one of her dearest friend fractured her leg form a fall and that’s actually small matter cause young people recuperate fast. That did not really irritate me. but she said she had no appetite to eat, and she could have told me earlier so that I do not need to prepare such a big portion and ended up choking down most of it. While she was eating, she was fiddling around with the spaghetti and my mood was not the best at that time, so I got a little irritated. I never like people not appreciating what others have done for them. I did not say a word on that, but a b**** guard allegedly told us not to eat at the stairs from a mere 5 meter distance. At that distance, only Superman can hear her.

10 minutes later she came over and scolded us. Good opportunity. Fire off the canon! And she got a heck out of me. Lost, the guard walked away. One of my friend said she almost burst into tears. Haven’t I told you that this is one of my talents since secondary school? Haha. Not funny, but I’m telling the truth. That night I got a headache….oh…and went to bed.

The next day I decided to go to the library at night, unexpected that the security was so tight around the area that they did not let me pass just because I was in sandals. A**holes! I hate local Uni! Not liberal and conservative! And that’s another brawl with the guards. Small matter, but the journey to the library wasted me 30 minutes! Shit!

Ok….yes…small matters ticks me off …like PMS huh…oh well that’s not new to me anymore…and I blame all this to this place. I never had this when I was at home. Oh well…Go bless me. Pray that my great Kalkatua Volcano won’t erupt anytime soon. Chill…….And exams in 2 weeks time while Da Vinci Code is this Saturday!

Sony Ericsson -> Samsung
Samsung -> Sony Ericsson

That's exactly the order of phone brands me and some of my friends are using. I switched to Samsung, two of them to Sony Ericsson.
Funny huh, considering that Sony Ericsson phones are one of the best around, yet I switched.

Well, I just can't resist the sleek and stylish phone, and decided to forgo the candybar Sony Ericsson. Initially I had plans to get K750i, then W800i and found it to be too funky. Surfing around the web made me stumble upon this phone, SGH E770. I was just casually looking at the phone…but who knows I’ll actually be using it. I thought of using my K700i as long as possible. But turns out it’s life was up. As I was using it a few weeks back, the keypad was not responsive and the phone auto powers on and off by itself. The next thing I know my joystick malfunctioned.

“Shit….to repair also not…to change then I’ll have to face the music from my parents…..”
So guess what…I decided to change. I checked out the price to repair my phone and I think it’s not worth it. So explored my options. I was having W800i on my mind. However the price was to expensive. And considering the price I’m paying for my Samsung, which is a FMG set with 18 months warranty, while I could only get an AP set for W800i, I went for the Samsung.

To think back, I was just like buying a cloth. Without much research on that particular item I purchased it. And so this is my new phone now. A thousand gone…and mother’s day’s coming up.


My new phone


I went shopping with AngKhian and decided to get my mom a CK Eternity Moment fragrance for my mom. Boy oh boy…that’s another 200.

Then my goggles broke and I had to buy another one at 40…looks like I’ll be fasting for the coming month and I just remembered father’s day’s coming too…..I’m gonna go broke soon XD

Catch Her Wave Con't

Con't from www.ruffleseed.com
And when she sees it's YOU
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But YOU should give up just yet
Cause every word she's every said
Is still ringing in YOUR head
Still ringing in YOUR head
Knows just what to say so YOUR whole day is ruined!!!!

I was locked out again on Thursday, 27th April again. This is just like a dee-ja-vu…because the last time when this happened was also a Thursday…which is a few months back, the week after CNY. Same details again, naked, clad in towel only…but this time luckily with my contacts on, which is better than the previous time. I had to seek Soon Wei’s help to call Kenneth, and the same mistake; he left the key in the room. As I was waiting in Soon Wei’s room, I was thinking…what a coincidence. But luckily this time I wasn’t in a rush to catch a bus back home. Though I waited long, lucky that I’m not angry this time, so apology accepted ;) but pls pls next time no more ok. If that’s the case I’ll let u have a taste of what u did to me. Haha

Dating Rules My A**!!!

I'll leave the judgement to be done by yourselve. I guess this just explains why there are so many illegitimate children cases . And whatever happened to God is omnipresent?

What happened to customer service nowadays? In fact it never existed in this place called UTP. The worker at this convenience store in my campus a total b***h today. I sent in a book to be photostated last weekend and was told that it should be ready by today. In a total rush, I went to collect my book today before class. I asked the lady politely yet she had a very dissatisfied expression on her face. When asked where's the book, she reaplied if it's here, then it's here. I then told her that even if it's not done, I'll need it back. She replied curtly, stating that she does not know. She told me to call the boss to ask and I did so. The boss said it's done and the book is in the shop. I told the lady to speak to her boss, but she just refused to. I told her the boss said the book is around and she told me to go look for it myself.

The shop was already in a mess and to search for the book was not easy. In the end I found the book in a box near a pile of stock.

The lady did not even apologised. I was very pissed. They seem to be the only operator around and for that they take things for granted.

The moral : MONOPOLY IS WORST OFF FOR CONSEMERS!!! AND I WANT BETTER CUSTOIMER SERVICE HERE. I JUST CAN'T TOLERATE THE WAY THIS PIGS DO THEIR JOB HERE!!!!

Sometimes when I lose my cool, I really don't know the reason why, and when that happens, nothing pleasant will turn out. Given what happened lately, it really opened up myeyes to see and realize where I've gone wronmg and what should be done. I maynot be able to face this group of friends I'm so close to with thinking that I just took a point of no return that no differences are reconcileable. Yet, I was proven wrong. One of them confronted anf asked, are things gonna stay this way? Is that how I want things to be? Deep down the answer is no, but I know what was done can't be undone and given the ego sometimes, you just can't face thigs so easily. Yet, we agreed to talk things out. Much was mentioned, and I actually see all the small little mistakes which I took for granted and miscommunications could just leed to this big thing. Unconciously I took sensitive on somethings which they done to me, but not in the other way round. And I actually didn't know being a couple in the midst of them could make them feel awkward, despite trying my best to be casual.

Yet, this is still a turning point in life, where I just need to learn. Once again appology is all I caould say but all I can hope is this happened for a good cause. I felt touched by how they told about me, that I could be a great friend, because no one ever told me this before.

I know...things will just not be the same. And I really wish the past could still be the present and the future. I had a dear friend so close last year, that we did almost everything together, and all of a sudden things just changed this year. I do not really know the reason why, but given the chance to just work things out, it would be just great. That moment, I thought I found someone who could be a buddy throughout this 5 yrs here giving our best and the thought of it was just so pleasant. Time we spent was indeed good last year. In the room, I had no intention to stress you up, but you were just too quiet and that's why we were not talking.

Friends are just so important in human's life that sometimes, life just stops without them. Yet, misunderstandings happen on the way, but great frineds will still stick with one another given the chance to reconcile and to get over all the misunderstanding. True is the begining, but being a great friend is the ultimate goal of it.

Yes, and I wouldn't want things to be sour, but thinking back of the laughter and joy we had together, it does offsets all. I would want to look back when I'm older at the past and just cheerish the good old days we had together.

Key to a relationship : Always be true and honest to one anoter and all will work out fine.

With that said, I really appreciate that you told me about it. Still, I know I'm no romantic and don't know how to melt a girls heart, but all I can give is me. That's all I have to offer. May we last till the end....my one and only.

Going back to college was a refreshing experience, meeting back with old friends, and mind you friends who i only know for six months there. Yet, true friendships build on nothing else but sincerity and not ulterior motives and malice. Eventhough being away for a long time, meeting back with them has never been awkward and immediately I feel as if I'm still a PE4 student. Yup...PE4 Peeps, you people are a bunch of great people.

Speaking to a few of them today really changed my perspective. Edward said no where beats Malaysia, even after studying in Canada for a year. How Jian has been around the world and has seen much, yet he still prefers Malaysia. He's going off to US this fall, but he sais he's lazy to leave cause no where beats Malaysia. On the other hand I kept trying to get overseas. Thinking back I should have been grateful for what I've got.

In Mc D caught a glimpse of Yasmin, but wasn't sure, and she came over to say hi. This is why friends in Taylor's are the best. Friendly and true.

To all PE4, all the best in your A2 trials and exams. May God bless all your future undertakings.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
I must stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(What I'm sayin' is)

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
I must stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)

So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u...

When Joke Turns to Daggers

No one deserves to be called an idiot and I know that. Humans are mad perfect in God's eyes and His creation are not to be judged by any other human.

Sometimes, when it's a habit that we tease each other, thinking that we don't really mind and each one didn't mean it. It's fun, but when either one strikes the wrong topic or theme of jeer, that's when all goes wrong.

I wasn't implying anything when it came out of my mouth. I thought it was just another regular jokes and jeers which we throw each other with. Now that it has been said, nothing can really be done to take those words back even though I did not mean it.

All I could say now is that I'm really sorry and that wasn't suppose to mean anyhting. Realising that what I said was very impactful was too late. I recalled your blog entries pertaining this matters, then I realised the magnitude of my fault.

Curse me, hit me and scold me all you want. But all I can say is I do not want to lose another friend. Forgiveness is all I ask and repentence is all I can offer.

Discovery of A New Bird Species

After a long rest, this is my first post. This avianphobic friend of mine's reaction when she came across this news report in the papers.

Ms Birdie Tang

Dear Ms Birdie Tang,

Thank you for being discreet, but I thought you were the expert in THIS field. Yet you still need comments and opinion from others. And thanks for calling me Hello Kitty, cause I'll eat you up the next time I see you. Welcome very much for the soup, but don'rt you know too much salt kills. I'm doing you a favour prolonging your life and keep your blood pressure down.

p/s : if you wanna call me by THE OTHER NAME, I'll definitely pass ur URL to THE CONCERNING PERSON.

Oh yeah,are you afraid of birdie soft toys too?

Keeping Quiet Won't Help!

This has been going on for days,
You've not been talking,
You look moody
Other kept asking, is there anything wrong,
And they think I'm the cause,
You start isolating yourself and ALL your belongins
What are you trying to say?
Did we make a wrong decision?
Perhaps we should have just stayed the way we were last year.
The weekend's near.
At least there's some time off.

When An Adolescent Turns To An Adult

This fateful day, 22nd of February,
You turn 18, an age which all adolencent dreams of reaching as soon as possible,
You have freedom,
From 18+ movies to clubbing,except casinos in Malaysia of course
You are ready, to get MARRIED!
And also you are now independent,
And so, happy birthday to you Ai Ting.
We hope you enjoyed the surprise party,
You know humans only turn 18 once intheir life,
But hey, we're 19 this year. ;)

Not So Exciting Yet Interesting Life In UTP

Yeah...Life here SUX. I never liked this place ever since I stepped into this uni. BUt hey, guess what, life goes on. 2nd Semester here should be better, but it seems to be worse for me. My mood swing is so much more volatile this year that even petty little stuff pisses me off. As what Ang Khian always say,it's time of the month. Yet,people around me has to suffer from my temper. I'm so sorry,especially to my room mate wo has to see me day and night. Well, Ang Khian offered to help me out. She says she'll teach me the Essence of Life while I offer her tutorial on Physics,Chemistry and Maths. Fair deal.

Being in the room on a plesant evening, Kenneth was on going for a bath while I was, I forgot what was I doing at that particular time. He stirpped off his clothes, with a towel on. And next he went to his laptop and did something on his Adobe Photoshop. OK....he's in hos towel, why not just go take his bath and do it later. After he was done, he left his laptop on, so I went over to see what it was. Turns out that it was this. He must be up to no good....Na dsighed, from our dearest artist Kenneth. 01*859****, if you are reading this, beware on your trips with him. XD

Happy Birthday to MOM(Master of Mumbling)

Without you, life is meaningless
19 years have gone by and i sometimes take you for granted
I compalin when you nag or when you give me pointers and advises
Yet you know me best and know what's best for me
Still, I argue with you thinking that I know better
Yet, I get my self into hot soup when your fire rages
For money, it's always you I go to
Even though Dad is more generous
So Mum, you are now another year older
4 more years for me to go till you can really let your hair down
4 more years till I can start feeding you money
But 4 more years also means triple your white hair too
Mum, all I can say now is HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


A song dedicated to you : You Raised Me Up by Josh Groban

The Chain Rule

Ever wonder how the Chain Rule applies in our life? Here's how. It all started with a very simple event.

On a fine Thursday(9/02/06), we found out UTP is on holiday for Friday. Woohoo, a day off. Outside Chemistry lab, me, Ai Ting and Jia Min decided, why not go bacj home for the holidays, and so we all rang up our parents and we got approval. Going back, I met Tee Hooi, who also wanted to go back to Klang and so she tagged along(Jia Min and Ai Ting were heading for KL). I actually thought of going swimming before heading down to Ipoh, but Ai Ting and Jia Min needed to catch the 7.30 bus to KL,and after some discussion woth my mum, me and Tee Hooi too were going on the same bus. Ok, i thought, it's only 5.40 now. So I packed up my clothes, laptop, toiletries and some books and I'm good to go. As I was packing, Kenneth was contemplating on selling each and every belongings, and even told me he could sell Carina, Sharon and Pinky to a 'kai tao'(LOOK HOW JIN KAK HE IS, EVEN HIS OWN MOTHER!!!)

OK. The selling part was just talk but no action and it was good humour to me. As I was packing, my laptop bag was far too big to enter my travelling bag, so Kenneth offered to lend me his VAIO bag and it fitted snuggly into my travelling bag(Thanks).

5.50pm. I still had time so I went for a shower. Coming back from the shower, I was devastated to find out that my room door was locked. I saw Gabriel and he helped mr to call Kenenth, but there was no answer, so he went to the pool to look for him.

Approx 15 minutes passed and I got impatient, so i borrowed Boon How's phone to call Ai Ting to call Kenneth to ask him to get his a** back to the room to help me unlocj the door. Then, Kenneth returned call : "I forgot to bring my key too!" Great...now I'm really dead. Then he said : "Ok, I'll get the fellow to unlock the door for you." I thought he was at least coming back to help me sort things out, considering that I was only in my towel.

Another 15 minutes went pass and there was no sign of either the fellow or Kenenth. I can't wait anymore,thus I got Boon How to help me go get the keys from the fellow. Not long after he left,Kenneth called and I found out that he was still at the pool! At this point I was really mad. Another 5 more minutes Kenneth appeared panting,waiting for Boon How to return with the keys. First try, wrong keys, as of that moment, Kenneth without any delay quickly ran off to the office to get the correct keys.

As soon as I got into the room, I got my self dressed and went down to my car. On the way down to Ipoh, Ai Ting's, Jia Min's and Tee Hooi's parents called asking where are they, and they said they just left campus, and of course their reply was why so late?

7.45 arrived Medan Gopeng. Ran from counter to counter, we finally settled for an 8.00pm bus to KL. By that time, I had no time to get back to my grandparents house to park my car there.

I called my aunt to ask her help me drive the car back. It was all fine...until 9.32pm. My mum called to say that my dad was furious that I 1)don't plan things propperly and 2) not understanding, consiering that my grandpa is already 80 yrs old and thus does not have such good vision and driving skills. Then my dad blamed my mum for allowing me come home in such a short-handed notice. So much happened....and mum was not happy of my dad being so unreasonable.

When I was in the bus I felt half guilty and half mad. But what could I do anymore? I prayed and thank God everything went fine. Ai Ting went down at Rawang, while the rest of us got down at the Masjid Jamek LRT station. Me and Tee Hooi are to take an LRT to KLCC to follow my cousin back(Thank GOD that she's still there, or else I'll be stranded in KL;the KTM stops operation around 10.30 or 11 and we only arrive KL at 10.30)

Arriving home, I felt all those hassle and trouble gone through were worth it that I was finally home. With my mind calmed. I thought back, I was rather rude at Kenneth earlier on in the evening. And actually, I did something really stupid which made Ang Khian mad at me, so I thought, this might be karma.

CNY!!!

The time I've been waiting for : CNY!!!! The revival of Little Genting. Poker cards, mahjong to showdown. To all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. And may the year of Dog bring good health and success in all undertakings. But,most importantly, Ang Pao. haha ;)

UTP=hell...again

It would be a lifetime wish for me to get off from this morbid place. Knowing that i have to go back to hell brings my mood down all over again. Going back there, even though it's after one semester, is still so painful. First week here is all the same, and what's worst this place is killing me day by day, as it is to two person I know. The only refuge I seek here are my friends, but the idea of going back home for CNY cheers me up more. Sigh....but New Year is only for a week...and it's hell for me again. May God bless my soul. May he just take me to heaven....

How Strange...

Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill
seems like such a large
amount when
you donate it to church, but
such a small amount
when you go shopping?

Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when
you're at church, and how
short they seem when you're
watching a good movie?

Isn't it strange that you can't
find ! a word to say when
you're praying,
but you have no trouble
thinking what to talk about
with a friend?

Isn't it strange how difficult
and boring it is to read
one chapter
of the Bible, but how easy
it is to read 100 pages of
a popular novel or ZANE GREY book?

Isn't it strange how everyone
wants front-row-tickets
to concerts or
games, but they do whatever
is possible to sit at the last
row in Church?

Isn't it strange how we need to
know about an event for
Church 2-3
weeks before the day so we can
include it in our agenda, but we can
adjust it for other events in
the last minute?

Isn't it strange how difficult it is to learn a fact about God to share it
with others, but how easy
it is to learn, understand,
extend and repeat gossip?

Isn't it strange how we
believe everything
that magazines and newspapers
say, but we question the words in the
Bible?

Isn't it strange how everyone
wants a place in
heaven, but they don't want
to believe, do, or say anything
to get there?

Isn't it strange how we send
jokes in e-mails
and they are forwarded
right away,
but when we are going to send
messages about God, we think
about it twice before we share
it with others?

IT'S STRANGE ISN'T IT?

Yes...it's indeed strange. So to those who have not make your New Year resolution, consider this.

False Alarm

11 Jan 2006, 1453

Kenneth Chai : tze yang, u know what, results are out today!
Me : is it? i;m not at home now. i check when i go home

I was on my way back from Taylor's College while that call came in. As I wasn't going home yet, I went to a nearby cyber cafe.

Turns out that only the link is there, but results will only be announced tomorrow, 12 Jan. This is the way THIS people do things. Lame. Make us all worked up for nothing....

PETRONAS Orientation Camp

Finally FREE!!!! Out of that horrible prison simulator. Well, its just exaggeration. But i was a real asshole during the camp cause i didn't enjoy myself. A typical motivational camp. I had the darkest face, even darker than a charcoal during the camp. Glad that its over. But I really appreciate Mr Hazman's warmth and friendliness. Attending that camp...all for RM 6000 allownace....sigh....now that its over...PETRONAS better be giving me my allowances on time. ;)